Where do I begin?

I'm depressed, I think. I'm totally addicted to this computer. I'm on it all day and I'm getting nothing done. It's ridiculous. Part of my problem is my back. But I could be doing so much more. That is just an excuse now. I think I'm depressed. I could barely smile last night and I felt like I could cry at the drop of a hat. I'm just finishing my period, so it can't be that. I don't know. I guess I just feel like I need a new friend. I need someone who can get me out of this house doing stuff. Don't worry about me. I'm going to be fine, but I think I need to get some help. This stinks.